Friday, June 26, 2009
hahaha.. i am kind of over-work.. too tired..
feeling sick now. i dont rest, i know fever is coming to find me.. LOL!
sighhsighsigh~ i dont like studying at home. though i can sleep extra 1.5hours=X
but elearning is not my style la.. the forum is laggy. i prefer today, communication we all do it on msn. thats faster n more cool. no ppt needed unlike enterprise. so laggy and so much to do.
H1N1 is very scary.. omg.. you wont know when will it be coming.. i hope that God's protection will be upon everyone i know so that all of us will be healthy and strong.
cheers.
sigh.. i am sad..
had many things flashing through my mindd.
why this happen, why that happen.. why is everything so shit and i really hate it.
why does all the bad things always happen to me..
when is the last time something good happen? which is really good.. (other than the free toys)
sigh.. why is life so shity all the time..
can all these thoughts stop coming into me.. it makes me super sad and feel like crying no matter where i am..
until today, i kind of think of who really love, care, willing to sacrifice..
no, not my family. sad to say.
Yes, they have their good points. they had never beaten me, thats what i really thank God for.
But, they could not give me what i want..
My mum CPF not enough funds, can't transfer to my dad's one, too late. got to pay using my own edusave account.....
My secondary school fees and Olevel fees are not paid by them... iam super upset with that..
I really envy those people that can buy the things that they want. the things that they needed, go overseas shopping, go out shopping etc.. HE thinks he is more important than us.. Why are people so selfish... when get pay, keep spending on shits and give us that little bit left. People's allowance are double or triple than mine.. Mine little bit still must pay for transport. For this month, i will bare with it. my dad just found a job after slacking for 6months..
hope that things will be better in my life in EVERY SINGLE expect of my life.
seriously, none of the aspects are good. none.
come to think of it, my life is really so sucky.. sometimes i wish that i could give up somethings in life so that i will not be so burden and stressed..
how i wish i could do what i want and not have such a ROUTINE life.
Every week from wed-sun, its like a routine to me. doing the same thing.. getting tired and worn out.. When can i ever get out of this routine life.. sigh..
somethings u want to let go, but you cant. sometimes you will think it is wasted if you give up just like tat as it is hard to climb so far.
there are many things pulling me back and forth which i really don't know how the hell to solve it.
As for cg matters, it is solved. I am back to johnson in N336.
Now, from 25june-1july, we will be having Elearning at home.
it sucked.
it really do. we have to do PDT, worksheet and ppt on our own. grades will be given but not added into module grade. so what for we do? sigh..
i dont even know how to use that super laggy forum.. sucks..
sighsighsigh.. how i wish i have more free time to go out and do my things... i need rest. i really do.. dont always see me smile smile (for my classmates), i am only happy with you all because the things i am stressed in is not you all (dont say for those groups which i am totally pissed off).
sigh~ sometimes i think that sharing with non-church friends, they will give you the encouragement you are looking for. They will understand more than the people you think will understand. because, they do not understand at all. all they will tell you is to pray, blah blah blah..
At least people won't scold you for you mistakes.. sigh~ thoughts over thoughts came into my mind just now.. but i dont want to share. dont ask me to. i will hate you for forcing me; i will not tell either. sigh.. i need some rest now. hope that things in life will get better.. maybe going out with my sister tml. but there is prayer meeting.. i serously don't feel like going because i feel like going out.. relax myself. and going out with my family members may let you not to think that much about the things I am concern about... sigh.. give me a break. stop pestering me and questioning me. you have no rights, i will really hate you all for that.. sigh.. life is like a piece of shit.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
EDITED 
Charissa part
Mine Went with my lover to Marina square to try the elmo. stupid elmo is impossible to get..
then we tried playing the small ones. basically, that guy helped us to catch alot of toys.. small toys are not changeable. but he change for us n throw toys into the hole for us.. omg.. totally shock(: the teeth is charissa want. the hello kitty is i said.. lol.. okay, the elmo thingy is not in that machine, is another 1, so is catch ourselves. (: thanks lover! n sorry cause no elmo):
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
I LOVE MY POOH! OMG!!!
HAHAHAS, i really love it!! (:
This photo was like 2weeks ago we took?! webcamming after class.. ahhahaha. i think it is a mixture of 2 days.. top is with my lover. below is with some other classmates(:
Pardon me for always giving that face. i dont know why. lol
I asked her to drop something behind, incase something else pops up..
Okay, i look like 1 idiot. lol
what is my lover doing?!!
YUMM YUMM(:
lao ah ma. lol
feel so cool doing that lame thing..
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