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Sunday, March 25, 2007

Hmms, went for cg,
there was no sermon but we prayed...
After tat went to 888 to eat...
When vivian Wilber chris wanyi went to buy things eat, some1 told me something den i sian lia0s...
Haiz, i dunn0 h0w to say and wad to say...
No use, no point explaining also..
Who will understand? if some1 would know and understand, HAHAHAHAS! yayaya... like any1 would...
ppl tend to think tat they know everything.. they kn0w h0w we feel etc...
but, its nt really lik tat lahs... h0w t0 understand?
Sometimes keeping things to urself oso good.
tell ppl also kena say by the person...
tell ppl den get bck is discouragement
tell ppl also no use..
sometimes, somethings i juz dun understand why la....
Y every1 like to tell me and ask me abt him?
y ppl like to think i didn't stop it?
y ppl like to think i like it?
Y ppl like to think i am not serious
y ppl like to think i m wad wad wad wad wad wad wad WADEVER LAHS!
i'm really sick and tired of all this already...
treating every1 as a friend, a good friend. can't i?
if is not him, u all also won't say rite..
i dunn0 wads the problem lahs...
should i bcome like to past, UNSOCIALBLE? QUIET? BAD TEMPERED? BAD ATTITUDE? UNFRIENDLY, DAO or wadever u can think of...
H0w bad u can think of is how bad i m..
would that be happier and easier for me and every1?
plz don't take things for granted...
can some1 put urself in my shoes?
all this i also dun wan de rite?
U THINK I WANT DE IZZIT.
i have been tolerating and tolerating...
what ever nonsense u all have said., plz lah, stop it lahs...
its not funny at all.
if u dun wan ppl to say u, don't say ppl lah h0rs.
u kn0w wh0 u r, i dun wan mention names..
i have been very kind to u all already okays...
i want to give up le lahs...
Lucky i have my God, if not, i might have already jumped down from the building and die already.. really, i m serious....
Sometimes i dun understand wad is so difficult?
If u can't do the easy things, h0w can u do big things? great things?
Wadever i say is serious, get it into ur head..
dun forget...
Sometimes i think tat if my attitude and character was like the past, which every1 hates it, wouldn;t the whole problem solved?
nth will start in the beginning rite...
i dunn0 lahs..
Grow up can?CAN?!
Time to be matured already...
we are big enough already. learn to handle ur emotions..
sometimes we tok without using our brains..
God shall be the first in out life. not BGR...
we g0 t0 church is for him, not for guys or girls...
if the guy or girl didn't come, bckslide, den u bckslide with that person or mayb u will be very very very sian that whole day. talkative u bcome quiet. u leave early, blah blah blah. then this u can c ur own maturity lahs...
don't do things u will regret
don't say things too early...
sometimes we think tat we have found the person we can spend the whole life with etcetc... its nonsense lahs... h0w old are are we?
think think think!
use ur brains and think!
God give us brain to think.. use it wisely..
somethings in life, we won't always get wad we want.
get out of our comfort zone

wadever i want to say i have said..
recall wad i said in the past...
If u think i m saying u den plz, zi dong...
if u think i m not den not lors..
i didn't mention any name.
so if u feel guilty abt anything i wrote, den u dun be sad lahs...


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7 March


Bs was canceled, so i Went to marina square to play bowling.
With Michael vivian wilber.
I scored the worse..
Lazy to say le lahs...

8mar
Went visitation With Xinwei

11mar
Hmms, Went cg and after tat went to POD.
Woahahas!
Went there to eat and study...
USed the com there to write out my maths de holiday hw
Ask mic to teach me my maths...

12Mar
Went to Ikea With vivian and wilber
to get birthday card..
We went to the tamp de..
No shuttle bus! so we took 969 to tamp then shuttle bus from there...
den put our bags in the locker..
so we got the birthday card for zeph and wanyi...
Actually wan to go to Gaint and courts de..
LOLS!
JOKES:
gao kor gao($9.90) become gao ka gui(nine leg ghost)
Shouted so loud in ikea say its courts..
somemore somemore lors...

14mar
Amazing race- North cluster gathering at Bishan park...
Ppl to bus from bishan but mi vivian and wilber walk there..
walk quite a distance...
then game got
Karen, josepH? wilber xueli shu hui i think...
then we finish the game first but we r not the first lahs...
Hmmms, very tiring sias...
after tat meet Johnson till 11plus..
we were at mac toking and playing games..
woahahas!

15mar
Went to Children church Mac kitchen tour...
Brought them to mac at serangoon there de..
then they eat mac lors, den can go inside the kitchen tour, den each 1 can make thier free ice cream cone..
after tat went to bugis with evelyn michelle vivian wilber gracelyn to buy gift..
JOKE:
Gracelyn was eating kfc, den wilber say here got sell laksa.
so michelle went to the counter to ask if there is laksa.
then vivian say got sharkfin
so michelle went to ask again.
BO BIAOS LAH!
She irritated me alot today, i hate it lahs... haiz

16mar
Went to pasir ris park,
ITS N184 CG outing..
woahahas! some of us went by chris car...
so we eat we tok we play..
then b4 that jinmin wilber and vivian came my hse to cook fried rice and tuna/lunchen meat bread.
then park got jinmin chris vivian wilber jason wanyi evelyn

17mar
Went to Meet michael before cg to teach me my maths...
teach abit onli, c0z he late den i got cgm...
CG at wilber hse...
after tat celebrated wanyi's birthday at her hse..
its a surprise...
Vivian and shu hui suppose to meet him.
in the end they act bomb..
den she very sad, in the end we pop up at her hse.
the "cake" we bought was made of ice cream.
LOLS! it was cookie and cream ice cream..
i choose it! it was nice...
they sang, they ate.. etc etc...
den went home...

19mar
Sch holiday is over!
Didn't finish my eng hw c0z i can't get into the web site..
so Stayed bck in school to do eng and POA.. do till 2plus den went to city hall to meet michael..
STUDY!! my maths.. biang. CMI lahs.. managed to teach alot of things and most of the things..
phew... lOls. i forget most of them le. pathetic stupid me...
den went to wanyi hse celebrate her birthdayy again. actualy birthday
HAppy birthday WANYI AND ZEPH!

20mar
Went to practice captains ball..
enjoyed.. perspire alot sias...
LOLS! nice and fun! Thanks for making the effort to come..

21mar
Stayed bck for chem
Went to bs, Bs given by barry..
Meet mic and wilber with teng and gwen...
we went to mos burger den mic teach me some maths den we go c gwen cut hair...

22mar
practice captains ball again...
lots of joke...

23mar
went to buy gift for zeph at causeway =)

24mar
Captains ball prelimary...
Hmms, though we lost, but every1 put in our best effort yeah?
not we are lousy, we are good, but they have lots of guys and much more stronger and taller than us...
we tot one game got 2half..
but in the end, only 7 mins..
but its okay! try agian next year..

ENDED! Blogged everything alreadyy


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Saturday, March 10, 2007

Life is so meaningless this week.
i think tat is a waste of time.
How did i spend it? it is juz a waste.
I'm tired lahs, i need a break...
I Have so much things to do.
Ppl keep giving me problems. so, not my problem also become mine.
WHo really appreciates?


Sunday
Went to Sun fan club gathering... after cgm. cg was early c0z of tat..
Though sun wasn't there. but we still manage to go in, me n vivian dun have confirmation slip.
c0z gwen forget to print it, so she rush to wanyi hse print den my n vivian reachh earlier than her.
but den melvin manage to bring us in, c0z of his HIGH position =X LOLS... =))
Then Listen to all the songs in her new alblum, den hear ppl sing her songs, eat all this...



MOnday
Went of to meet my daddy n son.
Then go city hall walk around.
Den my daddy wan bring us to ford canning(dunn0 h0w spell)
Den he walk till dunn h0w walk...
den walk into the singapore art museum lor...
den go inside... read nonsense things... etc etc...

Tuesday
Went PM at night...
it was great =) Johnson cattered(dunn0 h0w spell) a bus for us to send us bck to yishun mrt.
then in the bus i was doing my chem Hw...
Meaningless life lahs!


Wednesday
Suppose to have BS, but den in the end canceled.
so went to meet vivian wilber and michael.
At first, vivian and wilber was playing pool, i watch.
When mic reach i gie him my maths ask him do.
but den i won't copy his answers. i juz need his workings as reference...
c0z tat isn't a hw, juz revision ws...
then after tat, went to play bowling.
WTH! the score wad pathetic la...
shhhs! diam diam ahs..
LOL! then ahs, the wilber make me laugh den the ball go in drain, so his turn, i play the 2nd ball.
first ball he threw go drain. then when i threw, spare. wth...
i nv even try tat for myself b4 lors..
lOl! den he play mine both go drain. den another round he strike. at least something...
den go home..


Thursday
Went visitation in the evening...
Then VIsit le den i go home.
i didnt go for the PM.
Is too much for me to take le lahs...
so much things for me to do.
i need a break too...
how do i find so much time to do so much things at the same time?
i haven even hit my study hr...
not in the mood la...
hiaz.. trying my very best to sit down and do my work...


Friday
Got bck result slip

Eng-53
CHinese-38
Amaths-15
Emaths-23
Geog-64
POA-64
Chem+ Physics- 70+48. so is 59
total:316/700

Hmms, i failed overall and i guess our class most of them fail overall too...
Lols... pathetic la...
SO wad get top in chem, 2nd in geog? and fail overall?
HAHAHAS! nv, shall work even harder.
im waiting for calls from children church helpers...
to ask me to fetch their kids.
NOW! now even 1 call... how long am i going to wait till?
i hate last min things lors..
HAIZ!
Hmmms, friday night is the night which is the most CMI 1 lors...
so much things to do, bs things, study, children church etc...
I m really tired la. i m not a robot, i can't do so much things..
i think that those things that i can dun do and others can help me de i shall let them do, before one day i slam the table and say: I GIVE UP. u guys do everything..
hopefully it won't happen. =/
HELP ME!


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Friday, March 09, 2007

Life is about making mistakes and learning from them.
don't let those hinderance in life spoils all ur friendship.
kn0w where to draw the line.
Life is not abouting winning or loosing, is about the experience and those mistakes u did and learning from them n not repeating the same mistake in life.
Choices and up to us to make, not others.
know who we are, so tat we won't need to proof to the world who we are.
God is more interested in out Spirituallity and Character than Success.
Character needs time to build.
CHoose to trust n believe. Have FAITH!
Things won't always turn out the way we want.
Look far, don't look bck.
Dont let ur past affect ur future.
Temporaly things are not eternal.
Thruth drives away darkness, know the truth.
LOOK FAR, GO DEEP, ASK BIG.
Put in lots of effort in everything u do.
Do whatever u can to the best of ur ability.
Do ur best n God will do the rest.
Be Responsible to everything tat is given to u.
Take Initiative! dun wait for others to order u.
Be the 1 to stand in the Gap for Ppl.
NO more time to slack! Buck up!
Be Patient! Ur blessings will definately come, its juz the matter of time.

God will nv be late to help us. he is always on time.
He will Guide us if we allow him to.
Life has many chalenges, ups and downs, happiness and unhappiness, love n hate.
Try to face it. it will be better =) running away won't slove but only make things worse.
His Grace is more than enough for us.
Peoplr tend to lose something, regret and cherish.
SO! learn to cherish everything now b4 its too late.
NO agreement, no unity, no power.


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Friday, March 02, 2007

HAHAHAS!
Too lazy to update. 2 weeks+ le bahs..
I was Sick oN Wednesday.
Went to school with slight headache...
den i told Gwen... As if i kidding de. coz is like abit abit nias..
So, It's Like worsen lors...
Then After tat i actaully dun wan go bs de. scared die at city link =XX
then after My Supp class den Audrey say canceled..
Then change to this sat, since i already attended tat less class in my mass class the other time, so i m going to miss it as i have to serve in children church this coming week.
So I went home, lie on the bed n fall asleep.
Woke up at 6pm like tat. Then Got fever sorethroat n headache
Bathes, then go down meet ppl..
Then COme bck at 8pm..
Then, came bck with everything worse..
Then i go bck sleep, mum woke me up at 9.20pm to eat..
it took me half an hr to eat. she bought fish porridge ( dunn0 h0w spell)
Then is not really tat lahs, fish with rice with soup?
then i keep taking out all those "cong" & "vege"
Then alot lors..
then i eat 2 scoop of rice n all the fish took me half an hr. imagine it...
I dun wan eat de lors, no appetite. mum bought for me, bo bians...
then mum ask me dun go school tml, so i took a panadol n slept at 10.30pm.
WOAHAHASS!sleep alot lors, sleep for me is either worse or better..
so woke up the next day(thurs) at 615? no fever le, but den dad took me to the poly clinic at 8am since he had appointment there..
He Go there keep PS-ing me lors... nvm, dun wan say lia0s.
then i go in c the doctor ALONE =/...
he very "gentle?" is an indian guy...
then he ask me wad happen, ask me drink more apple juice n 100+, 3 days later not well come bck, wan mc annot...
then after tat went home at 9am. then sleep agian, no choice, nth to do lahs. siians.
Long time sick once, den b pig lors..
then whole day at home, nv step out of hse, play com, eat,watch tv is all i do. WOAHAHAS!
then at night do chem hw, eng etc...
then sleep at 12++
Friday went to schh they ask me y i nv go, Then they like so quiet.
meaning: i m very noisy.
LOL! nvm =)) LOLS lalalas~


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