In My Dreams.... i wish & i wish..

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Yesterday was a bad day in the morning. Got scolded from the kids mum. sigh~ so sad at that point of time. Then after that went to buy burger eat n gt down to expo. After svc kena say for 35mins. sigh~ i guess i have the decision in mind now. break for 2 or more months n then decide. but my cch how. sigh~ i dont know la. why must force me to the extreme!! grrr. forget it. dont wanna think of the stupid things. Lets talk about fun stuff!

PHOTOS PHOTOS!! really enjoyed yesterday(:
SO FUN!! firstly, went to food fair, then meet wilber n vivian.
Then, walk around, then decided to go city hall.
Then meet quan at marina sqaure. As it is around 11pm, we dont know where still can eat.
so, we went to walk around n saw subway still open.
So we just go there. cause kfc got no chicken thigh =X HAHAHA
went to see my
toy machine shop (prize stage)
nth nice.. haha.. then i nv try..
then when we buy subway, quan come n go play his arcade. then we eat n when when quan come back, we took photos. Then, michelle become our photographer(:
We took lots of photo and had lots of fun.. it was like 12plus le.. then we try to go out of marina square cause many exits already close. Then u can see we have photos in black n white. it was my idea to take tat stupid photos. but i really loved it!! really lors. i think it is so cool & fun.
Then we proceeded out and went to merlion there? we walk to the behind there, slack till around 1.30am like that, then walk back marina square macdonals. And then, we took photos again. LOL! We at there till 2.40am when everyday is tired.. LOL
Then we go esplanade toilet, took night rider at around 3am, reach home around 4.10am.
Then can say have proper sleep at 6.45am-1.45pm.
I am still very tired even till now. LOL. play spot the difference for 4accounts till i tired till can't see.. hahahhaa... okokk, look at photos(:

Photos should be seen down to up. LOL. i lazy to adjusts. have so much

Bought 1 snickers, 2mint mnm for 3bucks at food fair. And have this nice paper bag(:

McDonalds(:

Photos in McDonalds

VIVIAN=P

Wilber. playing quan nitendo ds lite

Quan, eating his mc spicy. LOL

MISHU! woahaha

ME(:

Playing the mario cart thingy. dont know who took it. so ugly! LOL

On the way to McDonalds(:

On the way to merlion(:

MARINA SQUARE(:

In the lift.

Sitting on the chair when we come out of lift

LOL! thief~

I LOVE THIS THE MOST(:(:

the angle not nice. leg kena cut, so keep re-taking

SUBWAY(:

ALOT ALOT people looking at us when we take those photos. i'm serious!

12.52am

LEENX

Friday, May 29, 2009

so tired.. so bored..
have been sleeping like 6 hours a day.. omg..
i can't take it anymore.. i can't have a good rest till it is sunday.. sigh sigh sigh~
so many sighs lor.. can't stop sighing. hahaha. crazy..
today is communication module with science UT later..
i wanna sleep!!!!
ZZZ

LEENX
8.09am

Thursday, May 28, 2009

hmmm, going fail or get C for my enterprise..
sigh~ i didnt talk much..
my team ppl all so strong.. sigh~
i didn't present well. i talk the least, nv ans any questions.. nv give comments.. sigh sigh sigh~
i'm super tired.
slept at 1plus ytd.. sigh sigh sigh~
full of negative thoughts n discouragements.. sigh!~

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

somtimes, things are just like this..
going through and facing things alone, when people sarbo you, you're just goana die.
i dont know what is going to be my answer, but, sigh~ everything is just like this...
ren xin xian e. evil hearts of the people..
what is really the thing that matter most?
u still believe in yourself, doing what you want to do..
i wonder why people always think highly of me, where i dont even believe that i can do it.
maybe i will be a disappointment to all of you when i decide to go to somewhere that i can be more happy, do what i want, be who i am.
maybe i will just stay where i am, forcing myself to just DO IT. and life will be still the same, tormenting, sucky, cant do what i want, i am unhappy..
If i am going to tell my outside friends, they will say, huh why like that one, go only la, as long as u are happy n it is ur decision.
what if i tell my church friend? they will say it trials, it is doing for God etc..
yes, i love my ministry, alot. but... sigh~
some decisions i make, leads to another thing which i dont have choices over.. somebody, please, tell me what should i do..
7months have been like hell to me..
i dont care who reads my blog now.
it is my blog, u not happy, dont read la..
it is just what i think.. you think i dont wanna put password? i can't find that code only..
i know got alot ppl reading but nv tag.. i know.. but.. sigh~ IT IS JUST LIFE

AHHAHA, i know la, got alot of my voice, cause i videoing what! what to do.. LOL!
I haven c the video yet, just upload first.. i know my voice is not tat nice, just bare with it. if not, dont c la! LOL

TRICIA!