haiz! actually there are many things in my life that i wanna SIGH...
really.. own things enough to headache still must think for other ppl...
what you want me to do now? you tell me can? TELL ME LAHS.
enough is enough can. everytime is not my fault ends up to be mine.
wth, many times already. enough of all those shit u all give to me la hors..
You all so free i not so free. stop bothering me of all those nonsense la. i've enough problems of my own.
Monday, April 27, 2009
HAHA, as all of u can see, i change my 2photos at the end of the post. it took me hours.
LOL. i'm totally an idiot can.. then i keep changing and editing the size of it.
i dont know why i keep doing n doing... cause there is no changes to it. LOL one big one small.. alrights. everything done(:
My ear is not working): so sad): my msn nick:
MY EARRR! I AM HALFFF DEAFFFFFFFF. talk to me in my left ear! SOMEBODY SAVE ME):
haiz.. i dont know what happen. i didnt go swimming or what lehs. why huhs. haiz. when i woke up, its like tat le.. haiz
ic ant take it anymore!! i cant hear. haiz..
why... i scared sias):
MY GOD! HEAL ME! AMEN!
SIAN!!
i Feel like a partially deaf person now!!
i can hear anything on my right ear!! so pissed with it.. somebody save me!!
Friday, April 24, 2009
ANGRY & UPSET YESTERDAY
-dont wanna say le..
HOHO... so happy today..
my group like so fun.. hahas..
actually most of the days its quite fun de..
depending on the people la..
Today presentation about blood. OMG
know nth abt it.. the teacher keep asking the 1st group questions..
den i was like, OMG better not ask..
ahahhas...
Okay, miracle, i didnt play facebook (PET SOCIETY) at all.. cool(:
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
MATHS TODAY!
tot can forget all about it after Os.. but.. LOL
okok... i cant think.. i fail maths all the time.
miracle happens only in my Os when i scored a C6...
I dont really like maths la.. but quite fun(:
Maths also need presentation... can u believe it?!
hahahas, just present what u learn together as a team(:
Will go home first, then go for my visitation....
so tiring.. home to be home early........
but got NC from easter need visit..
easter attendance for my side is 26!
i cant believe it!
hahahas, but last week only like 12? i forgot...
because i didnt visit last week... only call them...
hope that i can do good retension!!! jiayou jiayou!
hahahahhas...
woodlands 500+!! WILL GROW(:
AMAZINGLY- I'm not hungry yet!
monday n tues 9am start to get hungry!
visitation later...
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Today is the 2nd day of school and still find it OKOK la..
hahas, today team is quite fun la.. do a skit in our presentation to make it not so BORING..
hahahas... i find life not very fulfiling la.. is like, didnt really do much.
the smarter people with lots of ideas will seemed to be the ones that are doing it... and u wont know how they evaluate you and see you. it seemes so scary~
for ytd and today, i evaluate ppl with either good or very good...
i guess there are sure ppl that say u not good in certain areas de la..
hmmmm, i hope that wont be everyday presentations :(
life will be damn damn boring..
hoho.. went to cut my hair ytd...
STELLA there again. with vivian sinyee and evelyn.. like so fun la..
i took lots of photos, especially my ZI-LIAN.. hahhahahas!!!
i took 100+ photos can... crazying..
Ytd i did treatment +cut+iron =$25
vivian too.. sinyee cut only, evelyn wash and cut. but hers got ironing too.
then we 4 look like rebond our hair ytd..
but today go back normal..
i really like my hair ytd!! straight n smooth(:
but today, my fringe looked like BANGS can... biang aye...
ahhahas.. so i went to cut again... now, i look more like EILEEN CHIN(:
which is ME N MYSELF... hahhas.. i cut bangs look like errrrrrr....
only vivian c la.. and my classmates. but i guess they wont notice it..
nice or not? ask vivian chow.. LOL
she went with me today..
we took 169 to yishun, go GV buy bubble tea and waffle eat... then take 853 there...
i very troublesome la.. now my hair like short le:(
siiann... hahahas.. i tot that is my dinner actually, now, my dad at home, gotta eat again.. LOL
going fat mannN!!!
In school eat fried fish soup at food haven. NOT NICE:(!!!!
hahahas.. shall go and eat now..
just finish my RJ (reflection journal) cool ehh.. hahhahas
byes!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
BORING!!! In McDonalds Now..
MY sister lors. LOLS. say house light too dim, cant study.. ask me come here with her...
so noisy here...
lucky i brought my dad internet plugin thingy here..
cause i dont know how to connect to the wireless thingy
ahhahas... siiann! Got nth better to do here...
can only use 1hour+.. cause the battery is not that good la.. LOLS..
okay okay.. so bored!!
haiz. i guess i would be very tired tml. waking up at 7am in the morning...
i guess i will only be home at 12plus....
hahahas.
i kinda headache now...
cause i change back to use asience shampoo n the smell is too strong(:
smooth(:
hahahas....
ORIENTATION TML!!!!!!!!!
i really dread going it...
vivian say is according to school.. sian la..
cant be with the rest. haiz..
going sister house after tat.. cool~
OMG! Something has been disturbing me and i'm getting pissed with it!!
hahas.. ORIENTATION LORS! didnt wanna go de lors..
felt forced.. haiz. sians.. i wanna go one day only..
but got ppl say later kena expel how..
but i doubt so la.. haiz.. really dont know how also..
hate going into "new places" "new environment"
vivian say is by school.. so wont be with the rest =(
haiz.. gotta be all alone tml...
HAHAHA.. okay, fact of the matter is, i'm afraid of loneliness
ahhas.. n, the programs are not my type..
unless its like a Friend thingy...
got sinyee evelyn jovy vivian jianquan wilber jason etc..
wooahhh.. i sure go. hahas..
haiz.. is c ppl de la... w=
i'm a very PARANOID person.. anw, i dont knwo how to use it la.. but i know i'm one.
LOLS.. siians!
i wanna be sick..
Monday, April 06, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RgZU3oP80lM
Sunday, April 05, 2009
ALL ABOUT SATURDAY!!
Went for the Egg hunt..
Sinyee late 10mins, start bus later. but all the kids quite punctual :)
Good!!
I was in the shelter all day long.. too warm already. i cant take it..
Saw millie at the Strikeforce performance.. COOL EHH BLACKIE!
She is my sister if u dont know. LOL
I have a kid that cant go under the sun. so, i dont let her do pick eggs..
the sister didnt wanna go herself, so with sis at the shelter.
KIND TEACHER SINYEE & TEACHER ALICIA went to pick 5eggs for them.
LOL..
I was sort of very late then leave the place..
it too me a long time to gather them!!
Abit UNCOOL of me la.. i screamed at them.
because i dont have a helper that is fierce enough..
On the Bus, a boy vomited..
lucky his maid was here, if not i n sinyee will DIE.
HORS SINYEE!
Then, the smell was incorigable and sinyee went to the back..
so i stayed at the front, i nearly vomited. i'm serious.
But, i lasted..
wo hen chou.. so went home bathe... ( Because no need take care of the kids till 4pm)
reach home at 2plus.. sleep tiill 3.
meet the rest at 4.15pm at yishun.. COOL! LOVE U GUYS!
After svc, went to take flyers.. Then, went to celebrate our BEST exCELL GROUP LEADER!
It took us alot of time to think if we wanna go. because we are UNINVITED & SELF INVITED..
NEarly spoil all of their plan, cause we dont know their plan..
I know, some ppl are unhappy that we went.. but we just dont bother..
Birthday is one year once.
PLUS, Johnson is my CELL GROUP LEADER FOR 4YEARS!
My first CGL. The best one.
Really miss those times we have in N184 even from the beginning when i came.
Though felt abit out of place there, but, both sinyee n i just want to be there.
though we no longer belong there, but, we put aside all the fears of being QUESTIONED etc to go. really..
At first, we at conference room, thinking if we wanna go or not.. then we called wilber n quan..
ask them how.. ask quan call johnson..
we walked come off of conference room and saw johnson at foyer..
OMG! i wanted to run.. hahas..
then, he asked what are we doing, where are we going, where is the cg..
i say we want to go ur house..
can?
he ask for what.. i say PLAY
then quan called.
luckily, just in time. phew...
then gwen n shu hui go toilet!! then left the 3 of us..
so scary.. yea, we look scared cause u very fierce..
Then, at tamp while walking to johnson house.
he wish to get married next year JULY! yea yea..
JOhnson, faster get married!
hahahas! And he says we are still his daughters :)
hahas.. shu hui came out with the idea of what come that one, need borrow pad to make us go up with johnson.. hahas..
He saw his shoe rack has been "touched".. he tot got burgler..
then he open door n nearly dashed in.. then the lights was on, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
so cool.. hahas.. i guess i'll never have such a birthday lors..
so many ppl celebrating.. such surprised.. so loved by many people..
i guess thats the ideal birthday many ppl wants..
PHOTOS:
Friday, April 03, 2009
BORED BORED BORED!!
Haiz... what the hell is going to happen to everything..
everything seems to be like happening "so fast"..
Monday- at home
tues- Evening PM
wed- Evening PM
Thurs- Morning PM, Visitation & saturation
Fri- CG
Sat-cch, svc
Sunday- GO OUT!
haiz.. i'm starting school in like 17days? minus orientation 14days?!!!!!!
OMG!!!! 2weeks?!!!!!!! freak man!
totally not ready lors..
haiz.. i dont feel like going school.. really..
i dont like making new friends!!! sucks sucks sucks!!
haiz.. so many "DONT WANT" i have.. but everything just happens..
i hate it.. why!!?
Feeling guilty......
