In My Dreams.... i wish & i wish..

Thursday, April 24, 2008

hahahaha! since i have a few mins on com, i'm here!

had late nights this few days as everything did not turn out well. i hate it.
it makes me feel so tiredd n i cant really concentrate cause i feel like sleeping!! going out to study for the past few days, i haven got enough rest.

gone to school as usual for my sci prac exam. MYE.
i did chem for 40mins? den i do physics 40 mins? got 10mins spare.
haa! Its quite easy sias..
lols, but i hope i did it right, especially physics. i feel tat its the easiest among all. i hope i'm not wrong. LOLS
chem thingy all change to blue, different blues, i dont know lahs. haha. one of it needs to boil, in the end shold c the cations or anions to write, but i didnt c. haha, dont know, i hope i can do well for prac to help to pull marks.

i seriously haven start revision. poa so much tat i got to spend my whole tues n thurs doing hw.
where got time for revision?
boos! i want more time!!

after prac go home sleep till 1230, den after tat go eat with pig throtter, den go school.
for supp, 2-3pm.
tiaoli meet me outside sch to buy bubble tea, den we started studying by 3plus4.
study till 6.
i reach home 6.30, i sleep till 8 30 sia.
lols, n i'm here blogging! okok. i gotta get going to do.. lucky i napped just now, i can do till quite late.
tml staying back study again. cool!

Promises should be kept; i'll try to hold on

Sunday, April 20, 2008

HAHAHA! Blogger is so lag!!
hahahas, boos. many things happening this few weeks.
so tired...
mentally n emotionally... boos..
i wish n i wish.. i wishhhh.. i can be happy every single day, every single min, every single second.
everyday, there is sure something to pull me down..
is been a long time since i experience 24hours happiness.
HA! i'm not being naive alrights..
whats there to talk abt??
24th april is my mummie(vivian) n my da jie(xueli) birthday.
ha! wadd i wanted to say is, ITS MY MID YR SCI PRACTICAL EXAM.
how long haven't i been to the lab? die.
start of my exam should be 28april.. its coming.. i haven even start revision. shit, olevels? haaaa! funny.. i'm going to do very......... boos, i dont want!!! everyday seems to be packed with studying etc, or mayb just hiding somewhere hibernating ot emo-ing? i dont lik tat!! i hate to be sad lahs.
but i wont cry! i rememeber reading a "12 shen xiao book"
i must take care of my eyes n my liver if i'm not wrong..
eyes!! i will remember, sometimes i really scared i go blind. lols. lames...
boos!! i wan to forget unhappy things tat had happen.. forget!

ytd service with REV DR KIM SUNGHAE.
i sat with johnson n evelyn, i dont understand at all, cause she talk very softly also. so johnson keep translating to me. so funny, cause i also dont know wad is tat also..
children church was fun, i did wo5! it was my favourite bus seriously, to me tats "my" bus. cause a period of time i did it for months.. n the kids r fun...
i mayb stop serving from sometime to sometime cause of my exams, prelims n olevels..

lalala~ good luck for my coming exams...
i hope to do well.. seriously, so tat i wont be discourage, i'm kinda different from ppl..
ppl get not good will start studying. i not good i will sian till dont wan study..
its personality lahs.

I WANT TO CHANGE!
n i know tat i've changed, became worse =( sorry friends if i have not shown a good attitude, too many things tat r happen which makes me cant take it..

STUDY HARD 107 & FRIENDS(dear,seok,bear,dada,gwen) JIAYOU alrights
start to study, no more pontent-ing, no more slacking.. lets work hard together!

(i have made u loss trust in me, i'm sorry, but it wasn't fully me, u're just alittle sensitive, i hope u would still trust me..)

Whats love? whats promise? how much is ur love? how long can u keep ur promises? will things last?

Friday, April 04, 2008

HAAA! at vivian hse cg steamboat!
cool! hahahaha... my computer spoilt lahs, dont keep say i no update.
no computer how update sias. diaos..
hahahas
i have successfully drop amaths!
for emaths, i got back my probability test score 34 out of 40 which is 85/100..
so happy. i m not being proud okay.. just ELATED! hahahaha... cool...
study hard ppl! Especially Olevel-ers!! no time liaos.
53 more days to MTL paper.
oct mid is paper le!! study hard alrights.
i'm very upset for wad happen ytd, dont wan talk abt it anymore. its gone :( take care.