Friday, January 25, 2008
Juz finish sending E-mail to johnson on BS. have been owing him for a month XP Sorry Johnson N Kwang Hui. i know its a little irresponsible. but i can't find time =X
HOMEWORK HOMEWORK!! ITS PILING UP!
omg omg omg, i dont know how to complete it seriously
Amaths- i dont know how to do!!
e-maths- Cum Freq, Matrix, test on monday
POA
English- Beauty world Essay, Meaning for words
Geog- Ex Book
Chinese-10 year series, 8 chaps more
Physics- theory wb
almost all the subject has homework!!!!!
i seriously dont know how and where to start.
i will definately do POA n geog, nv do big consequences
I'm getting FATTER N FATTER!!
Omg, my mum is like keep giving me things to eat n drink once in a while.
i told her i dont want it, but she make already, so i dont have a choice.
I'M GOING TO BE LIKE A PIG FAT PIG.
HAHAHA! my height now is 1.68cm; 50.9 Kg(last wed)
now ahs, think 60 liaos lors. LOLS, nahs, can't be, better stop scaring myself before i stop eating everything...
Tml doing children church, kind of unwilling can..
cause they know tat i would only do the morning, those kind of die also dont wan do afternoon one.
cause, i dont like to be late for service, n i dont lik to rush. somemore johnson wants to meet helpers mayb twice a week n tml he is meeting as well, i dont wanna miss tat..
They have not enough ppl To serve tml, so they need me.
i'm doing N07; amk bus. i think i did it once only, but got help with someone. now asking me do alone is a challenge. i didn't know where is the bus n who will be boarding the bus n dont know everything.. i scared tml i will be panicking n "an angry" person. lols, members, hint to you. dont keep calling me or msg me before i scream at you =)
i will reach at 5plus i hope. i'm afraid i can't rush lahs.
service starts at 2, end at 3.30. send them bck by 5. omg omg. i think 6 den can reach lors..
diaos.. if tats the case, i will go morning service already lahs.. can i not. lazynessss kills!
i'm stress =) do i look like?
haha, i don't know, my imagination is going wild. i think i should buy a cage n keep it inside.
can i faint? lols. i wanna hide under the pillow in my room!! XP
Sorry for not having pics. i dare not to put any into this com before it gets spoilt. lols.
Shall end here. =) BYESS!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Up And Dowm Up And Down is what i'm feeling...
don't know should i laugh or should i cry...
So many many hw to do... so much things need to do...
battling with tiredness & tons of hw...
so tired..
can some1 save me?
I wasn't feeling well ytd...
Nearly "died" lols...
nahhs, not tat bad lahs.
but i just don't know wad happen can... dots dots...
Did my target setting just now...
Thinking & thinking...
Highest i aim for subj is B3.
oh no... i really wanna aim higher than that...
i need help.. can any1 help me.. b4 its too late for me to regret..
I seriously don't know Where i wanna go after Olevels.
I thinking if tourism & resort Management...
10 points is one thing n i dont like go overseas lehs.
hahahha. my aim is EARN ALOT ALOT MONEY.
=) cool ehs..
i dont know... let me think let me think..
after Mrs Chan say the early childhood thing, i think no thanks for me le =X
I wanna study mayb business, accountancy or work in a hotel thingy =)
I WANNA STUDY HARD!!! but i need help...U Fail To Plan, U Plan To Fail
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Let me tell u what i did this whole week
ITS SO SO SO BUSY & Tired.
totally drained. dots.
Monday & Tues i after sch jiu ZZZ, LOLS cause i know i'm going to be tired after Tues.
Tues night did poa hw for 4 hours till 2am in the night.
Indeed, Wed after school, went to Power Hse & after Tat BS!
( just to add in, During POA lesson, Mdm Raps ask all of us go to the back of the class, she say who wants answer question stand in front, answer le can sit down. i didn't go cause i'm not good in theory. so needa copy chap page 304-317)
planned to study but just NO time can..
Bs was short, shortest bs lahh. 50-55mins only. normally 1hr 15mins den all of time gotta wait LONNNGGGGG for me...
we took a bus home 851 if i'm not wrong.
omg, so long... after tat, i tot there's no hw. so, i after bathe etc. SLEEP!
den thurs morning, i was like abt to leave my hse, i remembered ENGLISH NEWSPAPER LOG!
so i brought newspaper to sch. didn't manage to do, no time.
den teacher say those didn't hand in today TOMORROW
Okay, After School went Ngee Ann Poly.
went to c the business school & Humanities block.
tourism in 10points! am i crazy? i think i gotta change a course le, 10 points only 40+ ppl can go in if i didn't remember it wrongly..
Early childhood edu is 13-15, muz pass English n Humanities..
Accountancy was also on my mind but i didnt check.
lols, i also don't know. goanna BUCK UP this year!
jan i already don't know how to cope with so many hw le, Wonder 2-3 months b4 Os wad will i be like...
After the poly, we took a bus, 2 stops, alight n take 852.
so long. i fell asleep on the bus can.
den got one auntie stand up beside me ma. dne she keep make till me n my head. buay zi dong one lors.
she like touch till my hair i touch my hair, just to signal her. but she still keep making till me.
diaos.. after tat was like rushing...
went home, bathe n pack my bag n i'm off!
took 969 to tamp, on the bus, luckily got place to sit down. i sat down n took out my POA to copy, cause needa hand in on friday.
from yishun-tamp need 30mins, and i keep writing non stop till i reach, only manage to write 2 page. oh shit. ahhas. den b4 cg start i was writing as well, after cg on the bus i wrote abit n i'm not feeling well le.
feel like vomitting lahhs!!!
jialat one lors.. den my mum came down n brought me home.
lols, she cooked maggie for me n i was copying.
i was eating, copying n sleeping at the same time MULTITASK
LOLS, after eating i cannot take it le, 12plus sleep, woke up at 5 to copy.
managed to finish copying poa, but my english not done
LOLS, i was doing in during physics n eng lesson n teacher didn't know.
n i completed n hand in to her =) thank God for tat..
Went home with seok, acc me to buy doughnut for my da jie, she came my hse today with her babyTRICIA!
she ask me help me make her blog. not very nice lahs, rushing ma..
lols, can check it out
http://xueli84.blogspot.com
Going to Esplanade later to watch "beauty world" musical later.
i'll be late for service, dun think u all can contact me cause no reception...
yeah! busy week ehh..
JIA YOU JAI YOU!
Friday, January 11, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 107! =)
ytd was my SIXTEEN birthday.
OMG! getting older n older everyday...
met wilber n evelyn at yishun 4.45.
jianquan sin yee last min can't come, my daddy didn't as well..
nvm, i'm still okay with 2 person celebrating for me.
so we went to esplanade, reach at 5plus
wilber kept thinking of sarboing me.
n ask me to sing 3 songs at the roof top
Happy birthday;God's blessing me now
Give me oil in my lamp
In the hse and out of doors
it was video-ed. omg, i was made to scream and many look-ed at me, paiseh can?
Then wilber keep wanting to sarbo me to delay timing.
den after tat we went to eat mac, i didn't eat cause i was full!
haha! den wilber was keep on the phone, at that moment, i knew confirm sure have additional people, cause his phone is usually QUEIT
LOLS! okok, so we went back, den i saw gwen's bag. den gwen pop out with a tub of ice cream, and 4 spoons was on top of it.
u know, cake n candle? lols..
( Gwen keep telling me she can't come cause got fliming n dance etc lahs, kind of sian when i heard that, but in the end she came, COOL)
after tat we ate the ice cream and we took lots lots of photos! i tell you, u can nv imagine wad we did
we use the self timer, with wilber n evelyn phone light to brighten up cause it wad 7plus8 dark le..
den esplanade was like our home...
after tat wilber became our photographer, me n evelyn n gwen was totally insane
took all the UGLY photos, the one which make me can't stop laughing is those stupids things lahs; the yoga one n the lie down one, and the legs up...
it was really like our hse n nobody elses business.
we took 135 photos just yesterday alone. can u imagine it?
I will upload them another day okays. too tired now. omg i keep feeling tired once it is 9plus every night...
we went home at 9.15 n reach home at 10plus.THANKS GWEN EVELYN & WILBER; for making my 16th birthday a sucess and a fun one.THANKS A MILLION! =) i'll send u guys the photos on sat or the next time i c you, got alot, 120++ like tat. so muz prepare to accept till siaos. XP LOVES!
i really appreciate all of your efforts in planning all this for me..
and also taking time out just for me out of ur busy schedule. woahahahas.
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
nothing to do. LOLS! MINE!
CAPRICORN-THE SEXY ONE
(12/22-1/19)
Dominant in relationships. Someone
loves them right now. Always Wants the
last word. Caring. Smart.Sweet. Loud.
Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk
to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy
to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful
laugh.Patient.Cautious.Bit of
naughty.The one and only.
GEMINI -HARD LOVER
(5/21-6/21)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not
one to mess with. Funny. Excellent
kisser EXTREMELY adorable. good
personalities. Loves relationships,
Addictive. Loud.
CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT
(6/22-7/22)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.
One of a kind. Loves being In long-
term relationships. Extremely
energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed
your expectations. Normally not a
Fighter, but will if neccessary.
Someone loves them right now.
LIBRA- THE PIMP
(9/23-10/22)
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of
attention. High appeal. Has the last
word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun
to be around. Extremely weird but in a
good way. Good Sense of Humor!!!
Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she
wants. Loves to joke. Very popular.
Silly, fun and sweet.
AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH
(1/20-2/18)
Great talker. Attractive and
passionate. Laid back. Knows how to
Have fun. Is really good at almost
anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.
Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive.
Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with.
Rare to find. Good when found.
PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT
(2/19-3/20)
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves
to joke. Very Good sense of humor.
Energetic. Predict future. BEST
kisser. Always get what they want.
Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE
Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in
long relationship. Talkative.
Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess
with!!!
LEO - THE SEX MANIAC
(7/23-8/22)
Very talkative. Nice to everyone they
meet. Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique
appeal. Irresistible. Most caring
person you'll ever meet! however not
the kind of person you wanna mess
with...they will kick your ass... u
might end up crying...
ARIES- THE PLAYER
(3/21-4/19)
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great
listeners Very Good in bed... Lover
not a fighter, but will still knock
you out. Trustworthy. Always happy.
Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY
FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a
beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE
MOST IRRESISTIBLE.
SAGITTARIUS-THE BEST SEXUAL PARTNER
(11/22-12/21)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy.
Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict
future. Loves being in long
relationships. Has lots of friends.
Great talker. Always gets what he or
she wants. Also not a fighter, but if
they have to, they will also knock the
lights out of you if it comes down to
it.Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in
sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke.
Smart.
TAURUS- THE BAD BOY OR GIRL
(4/20-5/20)
Very high appeal. Love is one of a
kind. Very romantic. Most caring
person you will ever meet! Entirely
creative. Extremely random and proud
of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at
telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But
will Knock your lights out if it comes
down to it. Someone you should hold on
to.
CAPRICORN-THE SEXY ONE
(12/22-1/19)
Dominant in relationships. Someone
loves them right now. Always Wants the
last word. Caring. Smart.Sweet. Loud.
Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk
to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy
to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful
laugh.Patient.Cautious.Bit of
naughty.The one and only.
SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN
(10/23-11/21)
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what
they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves
to help people in times of need. Best
kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A
caring person. ONE OF A KIND.Gorgeous
Smile.Not one to mess with. The best
sexual partners in the zodiac. Are the
most attractive people on earth!
1. Who do you want to be with right now?
Nobody.
2. Will you be sad if the girl/boy you love treat you badly?
halo, who won't? even if a friend treat u badly u also will be sad right. please.
3. Will you do any silly things in order to be more happy?
Yahs, lots of. i can laugh, i can cry. crying makes me feel better =)
4. You prefer a good looking opposite sex or a kind hearted?
errr, not too handsome, as long as he is good to me, doesn't scold me, give me lots of freedom, patient with me, give in to me, etc, he is good=) HAHAHA!
5. you prefer to be alone or with friends?
Most of the time, i would like to be with friends.
i'm some1 who doesn't like to be alone, but when i say i need to be alone, PLEASE let me be, if not i will.....
6. You prefer to be with the opposite sex you love or alone?
now, dun have lahs, alone better. i need some freedom.
7. Will you wait for the opposite sex or give in when you finds out that the opposite sex like others instead of you?
If is my stead..
no point keeping him if his heart isn't with you, he can change heart once, there is something call twice. if like some one else tell me lahs, no point hiding right..
(what is yours is yours, God has His plans for u already, you can't change it)
8. Do you use vulgarities often?
NO! i dun believe vulgarities is necessary nor could solve any prob. makes things would n sound abit uncivillise..
9. How do you vent your anger?
call some1 and tell the person. keep repeating n repeating, say a few times, or might cry jiu okay le lors. easy to please.
10. Do you trust your friends?
Hmmms, yahs, but once lost trust, GONE, dun expect me to trust u again.
as i say, can betray once means can betray twice.
11. How do you release your sadness?
Cry!
12. Do you have someone in your mind and heart right now?
no.
13. Do you usually go online?
when i have the time..
14. what time is it now?
7.30pm
15. What time you usually sleep?
11plus bahs..
16. Do you cry to make yourself to sleep?
Nopes, who will yi bian cry yi bian sleep? cry finish den sleep lahs..
17. What hurt you the most?
when people say things tat r hurting lors, or ppl scold me lors, den say unpleasant things
18. What make you the happiest?
When i've the freedom and Everyone around me is happy.
when i c ppl around me happy, i would be too...
19. Do you want the time to be turned back?
yahs i prefer the past, much more happier
20. Which is your favourite countries ?
SINGAPORE=)
21. Which is your favourite place?
My Room;my bed
22. Do you always count on luck to get what you wanted?
luck? lols, how? meaning?
23. Do you believe in dreams?
wad kind of dreams?
visions and dreams yes, sleep dreams, no. LOLS
24. Do you believe that dreams comes true?
which kind?
vision and dreams i believe u can c it, u can have it. it shall come to pass
sleep those kind of dreams i usually dun remember after i wake up. LOLS!
SAD & DISAPPOINTED
2words to describe how i feel from sat till now.
indeed it's true...
I'm so tired.
& also, tired of explaining.
no matter how i would explain, it's useless.
put yourself in my shoes and think, seriously, i dont think its fair to me..
how i wish i could live a quiet and peaceful life..
HA! how naive am i...
am i? lols, alittle lahs...
haha! i like most of my teachers!! all so funny..
teachings also good, mayb its just me, i decided to be attentive in class... HAHAHAs
i'm guai okay. ytd dyed my hair black again..
2nd time this month..
but still isn't fully black. wth.. LOLS
omgomgomg... i feel so guai ehs..
today chem quiz quite easy lahs, quite okay.
woohooo!! i'm going pass my olevels!!! AMEN
=)) lalalas~ i haven had my enough rest for the past 2 days......
so i'm goanna rest early today..
tml 8.45 start school! yeahs. can sleep an hour later =)
Friday, January 04, 2008
ha! i'm rotting everyday. OMG! ROTTING!!
When sch reopens, on wed, i met my mum, go buy books n buy dishes at ntuc n cold storage, go home n sleep.
thurs was the same.
friday, end sch at 12.50, reached home 1.30
den watch tv wait for mum come bck, 2plus. den eat n watch tv till 5plus she went out with michelle, millie went out with her friend.
SO! i've been rotting, watching tv n nothing else till 10.30 when my dad is back.
omg, i'm so tired tired tired tired lahs!
its KILLING! i keep feeling tired even i've enough rest
now can rest better rest, arbo ahs, Olevels le, cannot sleep. XP
LOLS! my maths teacher is no long mrs ambika, now is mr latiff for both.
his teaching is understandable.
but i still need so tuition*hint*
my geog teacher same. physics n chinese too.
form teacher- Mr Bala.
English waiting to get back out diagnostic test to c which band we go to..
chem teacher should be mdm tay. she is fierce. she haven come into our class yet, but. im indeed alittle scared.
haha!!
study study study!! woohoos.
now u c me work hard, 2weeks later u can c me slacking already.
i also dunno why. LOLS, so keep me studyinG!!
lalalas~ boredd!!! SO BORED LAHHS!
tml got children church =)
serving tuition bus, meaning no need wake up so early.
11.45 reached, waking up at 10am.
woohoos!
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
HA!
i'm back in school...
dun have lessons today, only POA.
LOLS! with the guide of Mdm Raps, i have done the Trading, P&L and balance sheet halfway.
the rest of the teachers r like talking talking nagging nagging...
OLEVELS IS COMING! OMG!! scary scary... hahaha! I DUN WANT!
CAN? LOLS. just kidding
ha! ytd was CG thanks giving.
i woke up very early cause i at sis hse her baby wake up early, so do we.
ha! i was suppose to take care of the baby in the night if she cries, but! ha, i fall asleep, when my sis off the lights.
i was like pig lahs. den 7plus on vcd watch. the watch 2nd disc i fall asleep..
LOLS! den i woke up at 10 plus, den relax awhile, eat n bathe den i left.
i went to gwen hse to dye back hair.
unfortunately, my hair still has alittle colour. sian sias. den i try to clip my hair with alot of pins.
hopefully teacher close one eye...
bear n manda hair also got colour. more obvious than me!
hahahaha!! after sch all of them go home, den i was alone in sch waiting for my mum.
but lucky evelyn accompany me awhile, den i went bustop to wait for my mum, bought exbooks n 2books, help gwen buy.
den go pop to buy the english thingy cause bookshop sold out..
den go ntuc, what my mum bought all was suggested by me. really alot lahs! hahaha
i think i wanna nap now den do hw later after dinner! BYES!
Study hard guys!
2008! JIAYOU!
ha!
was inspired by the New Year Resolution =)
it goes like tat...
what is ur needs and wants.
list down Specifically.
how do u Measure ur success?
describe ur Actions plans.
are ur goals Realistic, doable, attainable?
what is your Time frame for these goals.
Expectation management (under what cirumstances will you consider adjustments) and Revelation
(Its makes up SMARTER)
"we should make plans- counting on God to direct us." Prov 16:9
SPIRITUAL LIFE:
I wanna pray & read the bible everyday =) i also wanna fufill my A&B And Give tithe faithfully
Set aside a time to do quiet time, save more
Finish my HOmework early and d0 quiet time b4 i sleep
YES
Mayb around 8pm?
unless i'm really busy and den fall asleep.
"ask and it shall be given to you, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be open to you"
FAMILY AND FRIENDS:
Spend more time with family and friends, be more patient with michelle.
check when i'll be free
Call members up or meet them up when i'm free, stay at home for dinner with family.
Yes
ANytime when i'm free
If i'm really busy for anything, i might buy some gifts for them of fellowship with them after service n cg
HEALTH:
Ha! everyones wants to slim down to 48kg(for those 50kg+?) is that an ideal weight? i think it will be just nice for me as well =)
Don't eat too much nonsence and have a balanced diet
exercise more, gotta control my mouth =)
Alittle doable, alittle might not be doable
by the end of 2008
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copy from gwen : "ur body is the temple of the Holy Spirit" so i muz take care of it =)
EMOTIONAL, PSYCHOLOGICAL GROWTH:
Have more patient and control my emotions, learn to let Go so tat i can be happy =)
Any misunderstandings, talk it out b4 its too late. talk nicely and learn to give in to one another bacause we are not always right
Try to relax and think b4 getting angry or sad or disappointed
i'll try my best
My whole life time
of cause there are times tat we just couldnt control it, if we control it too much, we will burst one day
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if give attitude or what to others, apologise
"be of good cheer"
EDUCATIONAL, INTELLECTUAL, PROFESSIONAL
Do well for my O levels. less than 15?
For CA, get top 10 in class. aim to do better than previous
study more! study harder!
i will try
this year! 2008
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"you can see it, u can have it"
MATERIAL:
Save more $$!
Spend less, eat less!
dun buy unnecessary stuffs
Yahs, if i want, i think i can. but its hard to control my appetite sometimes. ha! =X
this year?
LEISURE:
Sleep at least 7hours in weekdays and 8+ hours on friday n saturday
If sleep on late night, have a nap in noon so tat i wont be tired the next day
yes, this year
if i'm really too busy, at least 6hours.
CREATIVITY:
Do birthday card for memebers.
do around and look for ideas and use different materials
YES
This Year