Friday, August 17, 2007
Ppl, Stop asking me to update.
don't u think wadever tat i update also no good?
Haiz. i dunno wad on earth is happening.
I can only remember where i went on Tuesday Wednesday thursday and friday.
SUnday
HAHAHAS! Thurs i promise Quan to find him at his workplace as i was sick on thurs.
then give him a surprise at his workplace and he was so shocked.
LOLS! then eat lors. got jinmin wilber and me
Tuesday
HA! went to watch movie with Quan, Wilber, Jin Min
So funny, We watch rush hr 3.
den we keep laughing lahs, buay ta han.
Nice show~ go watch
LOLS! GIRLS! dun watch with a guy.
lols!!! if not later ur mindset for them will change. XPP
kiddings!
Den after tat went to eat, wilber not feeling well.
den suppose to leave AMK at 830. in the end abt 10 den leave.
Then gotta force him to get into the cab and went him home.
den quan go home, me and jinmin took bus home..
Wednesday
went for BS.
WIth QUan Wilber.
Evelyn didn't pick up calls.
Hmmms, suppose to meet 5pm at MRT.
Den i went home sleep awhile.
Den ahs, i ask them 20mins b4 they reach tell me. they 556 tell me den i 615++ den reach.
Then We went. at city hall, Wilber not feeling well.
in the end he go while only come out.
den i was going for my AFV. omgs. $16. den ahs, so thin sias. LOLS
Then first lesson 3half pages only.
Then i go in they already started. cause the que was so long for buying the Bs book..
Ended at 8.31. den wait for quan and michael to come out. Saw Xueli.
Then In the end, Me Jianquan Michael and Wilber went to eat.
Then Eat le 945. mic take train.
then Wilber say not feeling well wan take cab.
then me quan and him walk walk walk also no cab if not is not wad we wan. cause they wan use NETS. lols.
Walk from clarke quey to chinatown den to tanjong pagar den bck to china town.
omgs.. den in the end, 1100pm already! den they decided to call cab. den in the end the cab juz drive pass. omg. den call another time. den 1130 den come...
den reach home at 1201am
Thurs
after school went to Hospital to find mic, for his checkup of his hand.
lols!
Friday
STAY AT HOME AND SLEEP! WOOHOOS!
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Hmmms, I was walking home from school alone.
den i was like thinking abt some stuffs.
I was going out the whole week, cause if i stay at home, my mind wonders around thinking for so many stuffs.
I wanna thank JianQuan, Wilber, Jinmin, Michael, Gwen.
For accompanying me to listen to me and encourage me as u all know i was down.
Even if i dun looks down, indeed i'm.
It Was ever since June...
If u all think tat u all nv do anything, then i thankyou for ur time. =)
Actually u ppl really help me alot this two weeks.
Sometimes i share, i dun care u understand annot, i think tat by saying i will feel better. for those i didn't share with or names not mention, not tat i didn't wanna look for u okay.
Actaully we always thinks tat ppl dun understand anything even they seems to
Sometimes they really understand but jus doesn't seems to
God knows tats for sure.
Does it really matter If ppl understands?
I dunno wad to say and do, im tired. tats all i can say. sorry if i Seems Attitude or wad to u all bahs. TRUELY SORRY!
Saturday, August 04, 2007
HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ!
Started August horrendously.
Haiz, all i can say is haiz
Actually didn't wanna go for FOP today.
But i still went. thinking that i wanna keep quiet today.
Hmmms, Cell group was so pathetic. only me vivian and evelyn. what's this?
Haiz. dissappointed lahs..
Then, kept quiet all the way till kallang.
den at indoor stadium outside le.
den we go queue. queue up quite infront. is really very front.
den i decided not to do nothing.
so i took out my philip phone to take photo..
LOLS! i deleted alot le. if not total also got 100 plus photos le.
Got time i shall upload. but i transfer to my 810i already
den alot of things happen...
den help N336 book seats. they have 4 ppl. dor preston teng and gwen...
den another thing happen.
den i was like damn sad lahs..
i from abt 715 cry till 820 lors.
is like praising & worshipping still continue to cry.
first time cried while praising..
So stupid rite..
i first time cry like tat in public...
lucky gwen beside me got tissue...
cannot stop lahs. ask gwen. lols... she behind me. ppl jumping clapping. i at there clap jump cry.
lols..
nvm lahs. its over.
Really feel lik giving up can..
everything seems wrong in my life..
Am i a very bad friend?
HAIZ!
WHYWHYWHY.. can some1 tell me.
hmmms, nvm bahs, forget it...
I will hang on as long as i can. don't worry..
though i might not be as strong as u all think i m. but i will still hang on cause i have my God with me.. XP
i am weak but HE is strong!
Hmms, Fop was good. esecially DON MOEN!
His songs encouraged me alot.. really the lyrics.. haiz..
"Lord i offer my life to you... everything i've been through, use it for ur glory"
Hmms, i offer my life to God. everything i've been through, i wanna use it for his glory.
i believe all this happen for a reason..
"God Will make a way, when there seems to be no way, he works in ways, we cannot see, he will make a way for me, he will be my guide, draw me closely to his side, with love and strength for each new day, he will make a way for me"
Yeahs, thing we go through might seems there is noway to solve, but I believe he will make a way for me and guide me through eachh day. with his Love and Strength. i shall pull through...
Hmms. photos will upload another day.
Tml i've children church... so, needa wake up at 750am. better go sleep le..
BYE!
LEENX
Friday, August 03, 2007
Cell Group is meeting at 3pm at yishun mrt to go FOP.
Hmms. now got abit time jiu blog something...
Ytd after blogging,5plus sleep till 7. den wake up eat.
den kena chase out of the hse!
By who?
My Sister lors..
she got cg at my hse.
den my hse abit warm, so she need my fan.
den i say u take my fan so hot where i go?
she say: go find the stay upstairs one.
then ytd was thursday, he very free.
so ask him come down lors.
den i ask millie lend me guitar but her guitar in the room, her guitarist in the room.
so cannot go in.
somemore tat leader is not her leader.. cause..... nvm u dun have to know.
den in the end she nv lend lors
i bring card materials down to do ****'s Card.
Den do do do, learn learn learn.
hahaha.. okok lahs, quite fun. from 7.30 to 10
den 9plus his mother walk past den i think she tot we two....
lame sia. JIN MIN XIAO DI lehs.
i dunno how he explain to his mother lahs, our conscience is CLEAR
Den learn A Am E Em C D G.
but i all forget le. teacher again lors.
den i bring my nail clipper down also. cut my hairs.
hahaha...
learn guitar is for personal reason de lahs...
u dun have to know...
juz now walk home abit EMO sad sad de..
walk so slow..
i dunno lahs, i am going crazy already.
HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ!
And also, my dad now not selling cars already, now selling hses.
u dun have to know why.
Leenx
Thursday, August 02, 2007
woohoo~
My dad is taking a nap. left his laptop on.. so i used..
haha..another com too slow to do anything. so i used this to blog.. if wan pics, wait till my tat com become faster or wadever and when i m free lors...
hmmms, ytd go home. use com till 330,den go sleep..wake up at 515. den go prepare to meet gwen at ntuc. tiaoli pontent!
she bought 2 big packets of prawn crackers. and i bought pringles and CHOCoLATE! KISSABLES. lols lols lols.. chocolate chocolate. eating alot of chocolates this few days.. jian ya u know? lols.. lalalas~ Had been very tiring the whole week..
omg.. everyday sleep at 1plus.wake up at 5plus den go evelyn hse downstairs wait for her. den take bus together...
den tue i gwen accompany me, wed she nv come sch, thurs she overslept. lols..
hmmms, ytd, meet gwen go CHEC-tution AMATHS.
after go yishun ntuc, we went to raffles city(the shopping centre dunno correct name annot) den we go basement, den we buy soya milk with pearl. she buy bean curd with pearl. the person nv give her spoon. didn't notice tillwe are half way. so so eat without spoon den she wan gobuy tissue at 7 11.
there de marshpotato got spoon ma, den she go take. no gov sia..
den we walk to tat place.
i can attend another 1 more lesson den have to go for my bible study liaos..
AFV! wooosh! way to go!
tuition wasn't lik tuition. i keep laughing can. then the two guys infront keep turing bck and look at us. den gweneat till like nobody business.eat so loud.. biang~
the teacher allow us to eat de lah obviously..
i couldnt stop laughing. cause i did alot of stupid things b4 that. i keep thinking abt it..
think abt wad might happen, i laugh laugh laugh.
the topic i think my sch teacher haven teach..
den got 2questions, got ppl tell the teacher the answer den one of them is 8.4
though i nv listen, i keep calculating and got 10.6
so i asked: CHER! Y 8.4 AHS?
he say ok let me explain.den in the end is i correct! hahaha.. not say i clever lahs.. tyco one can? lols. gwen also buay ta han woliaos. too noisy le la.
laugh and laugh. imagine the class room so big, got 6 students den ppl all quiet and we so noisy.
nvm xi guan jiuhao ma.. 1 more week and den nobody entertain gwen liaos..
the teacher got one part say: in order to catch all of ur attention, i got to entertain u all..
den tuition started730 ended 930. den go walk to bk, gwen at there use phone till 10 plus sit till marina den walk home alone abt 11plus lors
okokays i stop my nonsence talking le.
tml FOP! sat too. den sunday 1pm cell grouP..
I GO SLEEP LIAOS! BUAIS!
LEENX